im so freaked out right now i was praying to Allah about an hour ago because i have been feeling very lost and not feeling like myself and thinking the devil is telling me stop being a muslim i am just alone and don’t know alot about islam then all of a sudden i keep getting spam emails and got an email off this person who converted me to islam we haven’t spoke since they converted me when i was 16. is this a sign or am i just looking too much ? 
thanks ^_^
i am not thinking about leaving islam else i might as well be dead because islam is now my life thanks everyone